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[Sep. 19th, 2004|12:20 am] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| |  ragged | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | The Microphones-'III. Universe' | ] |
I built a fort ini which to hide while I wish for things to be better.
I have a roommate named Sisyphus. This is what he looks like:
He is, however, not the best of partners as he is too busy with his boulder.
Not that I am any better, as I have my struggles with what could be nebulous boulders and imagined mountains.
To the fort. Protection.
Flee. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 18th, 2004|10:00 pm] |
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| | fuck this shit, bitches | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | it hurts | ] |
out of smoke-able cancer-enhancers and out of energy.
wo what else is there to do but walk through a hostilely affluent environment?
dunno. i seem to be rather unhapy right now.
but what the fuck, it's all going to hell. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|03:24 pm] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| |  exanimate | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | Djavan-"Samba Dobrado" | ] |
A general distaste and an extremely sore throat.
Wacky adventures with Herbie Hancock the Lovebug.
Hoping something good will happen. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|01:03 am] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| |  inquisitively amused | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | The New Deal-"Return to Wherever" | ] |
Sometimes I have strange notions as to what may or may not be a good idea. Or perhaps I just forget to judge the "rightness" of an action or thought, and merely seek to fit my current mood or needs.
But only with strange things.
Such as having to pee very badly, and considering the consequences of just pissing on myself and continuing to drive. (I strongly doubt that I will ever do this. It's only for the sake of idle speculation, I suppose)
Or finding that, also while driving, I no longer enjoy the feeling of the underwear that I am wearing. And considering how easily I might be able to shed my trousers, then my thong, and then redressing myself, pantiless; all without either crashing or gaining the attention of those around me.
Hiding random things.
Throwing things from windows high up.
Standing on the overpass all day, seeing how long it would take me to become extremely dizzy of watching the spaces between the cars zipping by below me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 6th, 2004|11:04 pm] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| |  water laps the edges of moods | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | DJ Food-"Spiral" | ] |
You lay in water nearly too hot to bear, and as your skin turns a bright garish pink like neon lights and you wince as your nerves cry out (from biting your lip so that you don't), you swear that it's relaxing as all get out, and that it helps you to unwind.
Sometimes it's nice to submerge yourself and stare at the bright walls and ceiling wavering through the rippling water, and think to yourself that, were you to die drowning, you could only hope to possess the same detached amusement with which you view the current condition. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 12th, 2004|12:16 pm] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| |  bathed in light | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | The New Deal-"Receiver" | ] |
the sun's bright arms have caressed me all morning. kept me safe from a chill breeze. i relaxed and was loved. mmm...apollo...
why do i miss this part of the day?
sometimes i think that thoreau was right. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 27th, 2004|11:21 am] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| |  insert tab A into slot B | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | Hamel-"Perspectives(DJ DFuse &Shane Howard's Expansion Mix") | ] |
turn around to find, and the one you're looking for is above you. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 21st, 2004|10:41 pm] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| | clean? | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | hum little machine, hum me to sleep | ] |
bathe to cleanse the impurities...
...just don't think about how dirty the water really is. |
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| let's play game...it's called "count the malapropisms" |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|10:56 pm] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| |  where will it travel tonight? | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | blur-'out of time' | ] |
these seas of grass aren't enough. strange repeating picture shows in my mind last night while i slept were brought into (f)actuality just a couple short hours after waking. the parte mas interesante was that my part in the dream was entirely passive, as it would be when awake.
it made me consider exactly where my mind is when the shell, the host, is recharging. it seems to run off to play with a group of others. which would explain synchronicity and quasi-prophetic dreams.
but the battery charger beckons este gatita, so i ought to listen. o, sweet sexy soft cotton sleeping wonder. it doesn't last nearly long enough.
let's see where i go now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|09:03 am] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| |  disappointed in | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | "destroy mass media" kompressor | ] |
what an extreme amount of bullshit.
it is closer to personifying the emotions that course through all humans. it is closer to us that the others. |
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| fillet minion |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|09:44 pm] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | "Shot in the Dark"~RJD2 | ] |
renaissance rebirth.
a place for me to live, to go crazy...crazier? am i even crazy? hardly.
but i am misunderstood by many. not in a negative way. just in a way that makes it hard for me to communicate with people other than my roommates up here ::taps head::
but that, more often that not, only turns into drunken brawling.
visited an old home today, and the months compressed into nothing. nothing had changed. sylvia was the same, as were her kisses. she's beautiful, and what i long t o be sometimes.
a (once close but now) distant friend about to grow moreso. pero regresará en agosto, asÃ...closeness will be resumed. the arab will be missed. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|02:19 pm] |
| [ | Cartoon face depicts feelings of |
| | waiting | ] |
| [ | Noise |
| | whirrbuzzfans | ] |
An old friend found me hoy, y the clouds ~taste~ metallic. like silver, and blind parrots cry to the skies that they may rain their precious metal (drip)drops to the earth debajo to drink and live.
It's weird!driew that i should be --->found<--- all of a sudden in my hiding place deep below the earths surface, when entries writtenknitted-kittenwritted are more beginnging to represent my thoughts--a blur of incom(re)prehensible colors forming wordsnoteslyricsfeelings in my mind a welter a spring of ///inspirational\\\(((((((p3rh4pz sh3 7h1nkz wh47 3 d0--1m 4 s3lf-c3n73r3d b17ch. 3 4m 73h sux0r))))))))these various journal type things ov mine, including my baby that i have been (cult)ivating for years now and has long since begun to bear fruit (supporting me through lots of shit), have begun to take on this note.
The LoVe is to, methinks. the happy loving cloudless rainy torrents of beautiful glorious sultry sexee soothing smoothing pulsing LOVE
.there is a world yet to explore>>>explode<<<
i may be go--->ing mas y mas insane, pero i know exactly where i am, and i know exactly what all of this is saying (to me as it whispers in my ears, telling me with ph(flow)erbirdflute arpeggios that everyth===ing=== is gonna be alright
so much e have (real)ized. but what?>>>>>>
well, i have a general idea, at least. at most.
i lost meself by (THE END) of este entry.
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